thanks to thanks4smokin for the friends only banner. probably wasn't meant for me but i'm using it anyways


Anyways. this journal isn't 100% friends only but the majority of the more ranty and personal entries will be. if you would like to read them, please leave a comment on this entry and i will most likely add you back ^.^

So, I'm watching this movie Super High Me and it's got me wondering what everyoen's position on pot is. so, i thought i'd make a poll :)

Poll #1354622 What is YOUR stance?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 5

Do you think pot should be legalzie?

Why do you think either way?

-edit- way to ruin my typing log me in and i can't edit the poll. o well

i bought and put make up on today (picture upon request)


oh shi...*world blows up*


in other news. thanks to the OTF for linking me to this. pictures of leningrad and stalingrad superimposed/blended with pictures of the modern day cities.


i am, in fact alive. rumors of my demise have been highly exaggerated. just been kinda stressed :)



oh yea. http://blog.ren-jakuc.com now loads my livejournal =D people can only see my public entries. but woo =D one less thing to update

[03:07] The Archangel ScAvrael: http://zip.4chan.org/a/src/1221894190426.jpg
[03:07] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: ...........................on my
[03:07] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: oh*
[03:08] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: don't tease me with such things
[03:08] The Archangel ScAvrael: (that didn't turn into something bad on an external link, did it?)
[03:08] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: you evil bastid!
[03:08] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: it's ichigo
[03:08] The Archangel ScAvrael: ok, good
[03:08] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: huge giant tease
[03:08] The Archangel ScAvrael: tease for what? I thought you already saw that ep
[03:09] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: it's bad enough i feel weird being attracted to a cartoon of a 15 year old boy but you ahve to go and show him to me! =p
[03:09] The Archangel ScAvrael: hee
[03:09] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: eeeeevvviiillll
[03:10] The Archangel ScAvrael: I've long since gotten over the age thing, myself. I just tell myself that if it were a live action show it would be like those high-school shows where 16-year old characters are played by 20-somethings
[03:11] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: lol
[03:11] The Archangel ScAvrael: though it's more obvious with the girls. very few adult american women have tits like orihime's, there's no way a teenage japanese girl would ever have them, thus she can't really be a teenage japanese girl. qed.
[03:11] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: LOL
[03:12] The Archangel ScAvrael: oh shit renji too! http://zip.4chan.org/a/src/1221895489203.jpg
[03:12] The Archangel ScAvrael: remember, read right to left
[03:14] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: ahh!
[03:14] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: renji
[03:14] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: gah
[03:14] The Archangel ScAvrael: http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Bleach
[03:15] [sic vis paca, para bellum]: lmao


simultaneously with

[03:09] Merl: anywho I think I MIGHT have solved SOME of kellys issues with Julie
[03:09] icantakeyouhigher_212: maybe
[03:09] icantakeyouhigher_212: how'd you manage that one
[03:10] Merl:
(2:57:56 AM) Kehn, Julie: i thought kelly went to bed
(3:05:25 AM) StagerClaw, ShaRroos: About that. Now I have been informed that she has asked you to back off. I have also been informed that she has also told you to let her me. She is fealing threatned by your consistant attempts to contact her though proxy. Now Kelly is my friend and you are my friend. However I will NOT be used as a channel for illicit communication. According to Kelly she made the comment "If I want to talk to you I will contact you." My recomendation is to drop the situation as a whole and walk away.
[03:11] icantakeyouhigher_212: now lets see if she will listen
[03:11] icantakeyouhigher_212: lol
[03:11] icantakeyouhigher_212: yea i told julie she went to bed bc she saw my IM with her up when she was up here
[03:11] icantakeyouhigher_212: i could always go the psycho protective g/f route
[03:11] icantakeyouhigher_212: BACK THE FUCK OFF MY WOMAN RAWEREWARA *MAKES SQUISHY FACE*
[03:11] Merl: LOL
[03:12] Merl: I would love to film that LOL
[03:12] icantakeyouhigher_212: lol


film at 11



ps this probably makes no sense to any of you but i was/am amused. and i am sharing

I love Jon Stewart. enough said




The truth about fantasy football (eat that chris browning!)

sorry for ruining your friends list with it though

and made an okcupid account. i've been told i need to meet people and socialize more and apparently myspace/facebook is not enough. soooooo. if you have an okcupid profile here's mine

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

i had the letter L

1 Lennon, John
2 Life stories
3 Locke, John
4 Leonardo Da Vinci
5 Letting myself be controlled (but only in certain situations)
6 Love poems and stories
7 Literotica (talk about mental masturbation ..)
8 Live action vampire movies (none of that cartoon stuff here!..oh wait i like those too)
9 Leisure
10 Love making (come on, couldn't leave this one out)

snagged this off of someone's LJ.

Look up your birthday in Wikipedia. Pick 4 events, 3 births, 2 deaths, and 1 holiday.

February 12 is the 43rd day of the year in the Gregorian calendar. There are 322 days remaining until the end of the year (323 in leap years).


Events:

1541 - Santiago, Chile is founded by Pedro de Valdivia.

1554 - A year after claiming the throne of England for nine days, Lady Jane Grey is beheaded for treason.

1912 - Xuantong Emperor of the Manchu Qing dynasty, the last Emperor of China, abdicates.

2004 - The city of San Francisco, California begins issuing marriage licenses to same-sex couples in response to a directive from Mayor Gavin Newsom.


Births:

1218 - Kujo Yoritsune, Japanese shogun (d. 1256)

1881 - Anna Pavlova, Russian ballerina (d. 1931)

1980 - Christina Ricci, American actress


Deaths:

1979 - Jean Renoir, French director (b. 1894)

2000 - Tom Landry, American football coach (b. 1924) (hank hill must have been sad that day)


Holiday:
National Freedom to Marry Day (unofficial) (ha! for not being a proponent of marriage at all that's amusing to me)

saw these in my poly group and thought i'd share


1. Tell the truth. The truth doesn't change just because you keep it to yourself, so you may as well tell it.
2. Deal with your own shit first. If that means you have to stop and think and process before moving forward, all the better.
3. 'Please' and 'Thank you' go a long way, as do all the other rules of basic politeness and etiquette.
4. If you must make assumptions, assume the best.
5. Ask a lot of questions. Listen to the answers.
6. Carve out time and space for yourself.
7. Your calendar is your best friend. Text messaging, IM and voice mail come in a close second.
8. Be responsible for your own needs. No one else is.
9. Things change; be flexible.
10. Silly is highly under-rated. Go for silly, look for fun, be joyful.

here's another list:

1) Love, Lust, and Passion may be infinite, but time, energy and resources are not. Wasting the latter will greatly diminish pursuit of the former.

2) Be Honest with yourself. It’s the only way to be honest with others. Someone who does not appreciate honesty and candor is not someone you really want to be involved with anyway.

3) Set your boundaries and respect others’ also. A little self-awareness goes along way. By the time you get hit with the clue-by-four, the damage may be done.

4) Drama is a life and soul sucking vortex. Avoid it whenever possible. This is done in 2 ways.
a) Do your best to reduce the amount of drama causing people in your life. This can be difficult at first, but after a while you get the hang of it.
b) Do your best to reduce the amount of drama YOU CAUSE. This is much harder than part a, but also achievable. See point’s 2 & 3 for reference.

5) Be aware how you are expending your resources. Avoid wasting valuable time and energy in pursuit of those uninterested, unwilling, or unable to reciprocate no matter how desirable you find them to be. When in doubt, see point # 1.

6) Slow the fuck down will ya?! You can’t stop and smell the flowers if you are too busy trampling over them. Fate has a way of working things out, and will do so in its own time no matter how much you run around chasing your tail (and expending energy needlessly). Fate, occasionally, could use a nudge, and sometimes even a big push. Use caution however, because Fate knows how to push back. Hard.

7) When you fall and embarrass yourself (and you will sometimes), pick yourself up and move on. Everybody does it and you are not alone. Use your experience to recognize your mistakes when you make them again and maybe even avoid them entirely!

what a fucking bitch


that's all i have to say about last night bsg episode




and if i get into one more argument about wearing leather at 67 on my hunter because of the stats i'm going to fucking stab someone. I DON'T CARE ABOUT ARMOR AS MUCH AS NONRANGED CLASSES DO.THE STAT BONUSES ARE MORE IMPORTANT

ffs what do people not get?

There must be some kind of way out of here
Said the joker to the thief
Theres too much confusion
I cant get no relief
Businessman they drink my wine
Plow men dig my earth
None will level on the line
Nobody of it is worth
Hey hey

No reason to get excited
The thief he kindly spoke
There are many here among us
Who feel that life is but a joke but uh
But you and I weve been through that
And this is not our fate
So let us not talk falsely now
The hours getting late
Hey

Hey

All along the watchtower
Princes kept the view
While all the women came and went
Bare-foot servants to, but huh
Outside in the cold distance
A wild cat did growl
Two riders were approachin
And the wind began to howl
Hey
Oh
All along the watchtower
Hear you sing around the watch
Gotta beware gotta beware I will
Yeah
Ooh baby
All along the watchtowe




it's on again tonight! yes, yes YES.

I cannot wait

from krystal

Convergys, Convergys
the ninth level of hell
it doesnt matter if you do your job well

if you can suck up, your pay will increase
if you do not your job will cease.

The management will punish for assistance you give
but let you smoke pot as long as you live

The schedules are shitty,the pay is low
everything will be fine as long as you can blow!

it's so so fucking true!



in other news BATTLESTAR GALACTICA PREMIERE woot!@#@#$ i cannot wait hopefully i'll be home for the 11pm showing. if not nick is recording it for me ^.^ i found a way to convert my anime to dvd so i can tell after i finish moving on sunday i'm going to be sitting my happy ass at my computer and converting my anime so ic an watch it on a screen bigger then 17" =D i converted half of paradise kiss so far and it looks fucking awesome. anime marathons here i come

So, my motivations behind creating this. all of my other blogs/diarys/journals what have you are known by the people i know in real life. therefore i don't feel free to write what i feel for fear of creating drama with them. if i'm scared to write what i feel what the hell is the point in having a journal in the first place? i've been keeping so much stuff in lately that i barely eat (yea me, queen of fatty fatkins) and i have to force myself to eat when i do. and i don't mean this to sound all emo. my entries will be a mix of friends only and public, with a few private (but you will not really know that ^.^) for fear that people I know in RL will actually find it and be nosy (I wonder who. hmmm =p) but i have a feeling the majority will be friends only. sad that i'm THAT paranoid about saying what i feel.


anyways enough bitching. =D

No one's probably reading this right now, but this is my new livejouranl. Working on getting it set up right now. I will write an actual entry in a bit ^.^